For Jay Gatsby.

"You can't relive the past.....? Why of course you can" Jay Gatsby

Dearest Jay,

If you are reading this, I want to explain to you why I never called. I was confused about my feelings, I picked up the phone and started to dial, then I'd hang up. When we were younger you were the perfect man in the world for me at the time. I thought you were dead until the day before my wedding. I got told every blistering drunk and told everyone I would not be married. I thought you were dead and it was easy for me because I could accept you weren't there and that if I wanted to or not, it was time for me to move on.  When I saw you for the first time in 5 years my teenage dream rushed back into my head and when I was with you I was content, but I have a child. The way you made me feel like I was the only girl in the world was amazing, but I want you to know I am not. You can be in love with more than one person in your life time. The past is in the past Jay. I never wanted to break your heart but the life I already know is more convenient to me. I only wish the best for you. I am not the Daisy for you but I promise you if you follow the green light, it will lead you to a rose.

May greatness be with you around every corner.

Cheers,
Mrs. Buchanan